Don't look at me like that. I'm not ashamed. I'll go out in a little black dress and spiked heels, just like the women who weigh 75 pounds less than me. I am dressed for my size, see the label? It says size 20. Yes, I dare go out of the house looking like this - hell, I dare go out of the house. I guess I should sit at home walking to nowhere on the endless whine of the treadmill road until all this weight comes off, but I'm sexy and I'm happy and I have places to go.