Even slowing down doesn’t work. I thought iif I just paced myself, this would go away, I would feel better. But living slowly doesn’t work. If I go too fast, I start to burn up. If I go to slow, I get bored, I feel like I’ve lost my essence, I don’t see the pint in going on if I’m not racing through life at a million miles an hour. I either go on feeling like this forever, or I stop completely. I either keep going on, perpetually unsatisfied, or I quit. But I make the same choice every day.